From the recording L.A.M.E. - The Dark Side
Lyrics
Verse:
Trapped in a place i don't belong
been trying to escape since i been grown
i pray my fate is not to be this way
my dying day, alone
the world's coldness numbs the spirit, spiritually i'm far from home
just tryna find my way to God i pray i do b4 i'm gone
i was born in the devil's clutches
but on the other hand my life's in God's hand, goddamn i feel em tugging
this tug of war for my soul, is a fight to the death
accept it's me at both ends of the rope, trying my best
My consciousness
Of my conscience's
Constant battles have haunted me
Constantly
Since a youngin, man
i don't kno what to say
On bended knee being me & God don't see
Eye to eye, i'm like the bible lied, i fell walking by faith
Maybe i'm trippin
But the world sees a man that talks to himself
As crazy but, i don't think he's dfferent
From who prays
But pray for me
The devil's having his way with me
Now i'm
Hook:
Boxing with God, battling demons
Lord, what am i thinking?
Boxing with God, battling demons
Lord, what am i thinking?
Boxing with God, battling demons
Lord, what am i thinking?
Boxing with God, battling demons
Lord...
Verse 2:
God, what good is ya will, if u ain't willing
i talk to u all day every day do u even hear me?
i never got why i should be God fearing
If God love me & won't hurt me, then why should i fear it?
& yeah, i'm talking bout u God
What can u do God?
Send me to hell? Hell, i'm already in it
& i've been in it since 7, at least
They say u make ya own bed, but who made the thread for these sheets?
& i question beliefs
Pertaining to u
cuz in my mind God, u got some explaining to do
Like why the hell have u stuck us here
Just to suffer here
Even Jesus said hate all things of this world so how u expect us to love it here
Plus i hear
U want a relationship with me
i've been talking to u for yrs, still waiting on u to speak
All i heard is promises from a preacher that's paid to preach
& i won't shoot the messenger, but just kno the day that we meet
i'm...
*Hook*
Outro:
You're not alone...
You're not alone...
You're not alone...
You're not alone...